Apr 2, 2012

B [bi:]


Today is the B schedule.

What can I explore about this alphabet B?

B stands for Bravo in English Phonetic Spelling, and it stands for Boston in NATO Spelling.

I don't care about it

Suddenly I have a picture of a baby on my mind.

Yes…
 
B … Baby

A baby I dreamt about in our life marriage.

I had ever delivered a death baby boy, ten years ago.

At that time I felt very sad and got mad to God. How can He so cruelly take away my precious one.

However for the time being, I realize that perhaps God considered me for being unable to raise a child yet.

I know that He has a better plan for my life.

He gives me a chance to share my story and my experience in this blog, in order to encourage others who happened to have the similar lost.

Besides, He wants me to be more patient in waiting something good happened according to His time.

Baby.

It is not the ultimate thing anymore in my family.
But still, I will be very grateful if God gives me a grace to have it.

12 comments:

  1. What a terrible loss. I'm so sorry. But I'm know you're right, God has a plan, sometimes it's just so hard to see it.

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    1. Hi Carol

      GOD's plan is like a rainbow after the rain.

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  2. I'm sorry for your loss. I, too, want a baby very badly. I hope we both are blessed in the future. *hugs*

    Successfully Underachieving

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    1. Hope you the same dear..

      thanks for coming by.

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  3. I'm so so sorry.
    wishing you love, and nice to meet you
    Lx

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  4. My mom lost siamese twins before I was born, so it's sort of something I understand, but not as keenly as a mother who lost her child.

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    1. I am also sad to hear about those babylost. So they were supposed to be your twin brother/sister.

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  5. so sorry about your baby. you are a strong person. I hope things get better for you.

    best,
    MOV
    http://wordcut.blogspot.com

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    1. I am now much more better. Thanks for hopping to joyfulcherie

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  6. Dear Cherie - my heart is so sad after reading this story. If things are meant to be that you should become a mother trust that they will happen. Always think positive, which it sounds like you do.

    With hugs, Jenny @ Pearson Report
    Co-Host of the Blogging from A to Z Challenge.

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    1. Dear Jenny,

      I am so glad to have so much attention from all the blogger of A to Z challenge. I am proud to be a part of this .

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